2 posts tagged “depression is a bitch”

The sun is shining, birds are singing, and I am very happy to be alive.  I have some rough patches this past month and I manage to get through them with only the figurative bumps and bruises.  I been have a little trouble with my cycle two months running, feeling like I am not wanted and, or needed here.  Thank god for friends and family.  I finally got a hold of that worrisome so and so that I call a stepbrother, he is doing fine and trying for the life of him to get back to San Antonio.  The other one I still don't know what is up with him, but if anything happened to him Mom and Da would tell me.  Lady Marie has been a rock, a shoulder to cry on and anything that I ask of her.  She tries her best to keep me out of the dumps, and that is what I am thankfull for.  Lady there is much love for you and yours from me.  Well I just wanted to tell you all that I am doing the best that I can in what shape I am in, and just keep sending the good vibes.

Hugs

As of now all I receive in my email box is junk mail from "friends" and coupons for three of my favorite stores.  I must have fell off the face of the earth.  I just feel lonely.  My friend in Dallas never calls or writes she's all ways busy, Lady Marie just got married.  Quess I just feel isolated from everyone.  Damn these feelings.  Well got to go to work now.  Still with Valero.  Have not found anything let.  I'll start calling on one of the jobs that I applied for on Monday.