Yes I know

Yes I know that I have been gone for sometime.  I do want to say that I'm sorry for those of you that are worried about me.  I have had a lot of things going on in the past few months.  I found my stepbrother again, the asshole has been hiding under a rock for about two years.  Yes love I called you an asshole.  Fucktard you need to call me asap!!  There are many things that I can't talk about right know, but those things will be sorted out, well not shortly, as soon as I can figure what to do with them.  All in all it has been a very good few months, Jellybean has turned five.  God she is getting so big.  Just don't grow up to quick girl.  Mung bean will be turning nine this year, he is living with his Nana now.  I know that he is safe and nothing can hurt him now.  Need to figure out what to get him for his birthday, damn all I know is pokemon and Nintendo DS stuff, any ideas will be greatly apprecaited. 

As you know it has been drier than sun bleach bones down here.  It is horrible, I just want to lay in a vat of lotion all day long.  Its that bad, and its just getting to be spring, the summer doesn't look so good for me.  Well I will be updating soon.  Till then sweetdreams